Typing this out right now feels a little bit weird since it has been months since I've blogged. First of all, I want to apologize for being MIA all of a sudden. I went through a rough patch in life with my previous job that kind of beat me down to a point where I felt so out of it with my writing. So, I took a break and did some reflecting.
"I feel like a totally different person".
It has only been months since I last blogged but it's like, I went through a different angle in life and everything's not looking like how it used to be. I was suppose to come back earlier but as I scroll or read through this blog, all I could think about is "Where did she go?", where did all of my passion and just my natural self go? It didn't feel right for me to write something because it didn't feel authentic and it felt like I was in somebody else's account. I tried my usual routine of taking photos and writing what I thought about it or what it reminds me of, but my writing never satisfied me. So, I just took a little more break, figuring that it may help, and it did.
During my mini hiatus, I guess I found a missing part of me. Months ago, as much as I could, I just lived day by day as it is. I tried playing it safe but something inside of me decided to let something different come in, become a little more adventurous, so I did. I fell in love. Though, it was good while it lasted, for now, I am a little sad about that but I'll be alright. The good thing that came out of that was unexpected. I was at a point that I thought my heart just stopped, I never really saw myself giving love or atleast finding the time to, but hey, I did.
Back in school.
The last time I went to school was back in high school which was almost 5 years ago. I never really went to college due to some other things needed to be dealt with, but now, I'm back and I do it in the comfort of my own home. Yes, I am doing online college / university to get my bachelor's degree. I just started a few weeks ago but so far, everything's been good and I'm quite satisfied with it. I will be writing a blog post all about online college soon once I actually get the hang of it. I'm just really excited about it.
Honestly, so much has changed and I would want to walk you through it all but let's just start with this. I missed writing / blogging, and I'm just glad that I'm back with a few more stories to tell.
Also, thank you everyone. You guys are just really the sweetest with all the messages and comments asking where have I been and why am I not posting and hope that I was doing okay. I do apologize for not being able to reply earlier or to explain what was happening to some of you but I really appreciate it and thank you for your support.
To wrap this all up, again I am gonna be back on my blogging game and possibly have a new theme with my instagram feed so stay tuned for that one!
Ps: If you're not following me on Instagram yet, my acc is: joycentricity. I am always active on my Twitter (Joycentricity) and snapchat (blissyjojo) so you can add or follow me there for updates too! ♥
Until the next post,